tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-108701022011-04-21T15:26:14.143-07:00katiegirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14398982369683676934noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10870102.post-1122863335547398572005-07-31T19:12:00.000-07:002005-07-31T19:28:55.556-07:00Summer school starts tomorrow and I figured I'd start writing in this thing again...although I feel like I need "fresh start" so I deleted all of the other entries...so here goes...<br /><br />I've been back in SB for 5 days now, and I'm having the same feelings about this place that I did when I left. I'm not sure if it's just because I left wanting to go home and get the hell out of the dorms...or if it's something else...<br /><br />When I think of where I want to be right now...a million places come to mind...but none of them feel quite right...I'm trying as hard as I can to convince myself that these things just take time...Do they? Or are they not supposed to feel like this?<br /><br />I feel at a loss for words, but I have so many feelings just bursting to get out...I just need a hug...someone to lay on my bed with me and watch a movie...I really just need someone to spend time with right about now...I hate feeling so alone...<br /><br /> <span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;">"</span><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;">Seek peace, and pursue it.</span><span style="font-family:arial;color:#000000;">"</span> (Proverbs 34:14)<br /><br />I'm trying my hardest to find peace within myself...but I just can't get rid of these feelings...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10870102-112286333554739857?l=katiehansen.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>katiegirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14398982369683676934noreply@blogger.com4