A new year...kind of...

Summer school starts tomorrow and I figured I'd start writing in this thing again...although I feel like I need "fresh start" so I deleted all of the other entries...so here goes...

I've been back in SB for 5 days now, and I'm having the same feelings about this place that I did when I left. I'm not sure if it's just because I left wanting to go home and get the hell out of the dorms...or if it's something else...

When I think of where I want to be right now...a million places come to mind...but none of them feel quite right...I'm trying as hard as I can to convince myself that these things just take time...Do they? Or are they not supposed to feel like this?

I feel at a loss for words, but I have so many feelings just bursting to get out...I just need a hug...someone to lay on my bed with me and watch a movie...I really just need someone to spend time with right about now...I hate feeling so alone...

"Seek peace, and pursue it." (Proverbs 34:14)

I'm trying my hardest to find peace within myself...but I just can't get rid of these feelings...